Monday, April 5, 2010

Monday 4-5-2010

Hey world...

I'm having mixed emotions right now. Today was a fine day of volunteering. Checking in the patients went well and they were cooperating finely. My work out was put to the test today as I had to carry boxes around the clinic. And I was even called "professor" today - thats a new one.

I try to keep myself busy but I can't stop thinking about it. Life is such a precious and fragile thing. All it takes is one second, and that makes all the difference. Don't ever pass up on the chance to catch up with a friend. I'm sorry I lost touch with you Peter. I'm sorry...I could have tried harder. We were so close, I thought I had all the time in the world to catch up with you. How sadly mistaken was I? Knowing you though, you would just laugh it off...make a joke...and we'd hug it out. I know you're in a better place now but I can't help feeling heartbroken. I'm selfish. I still can't believe that you are gone. Maybe its not that I can't believe it, but I don't want to believe it. I love you, man. I wish I told you this more often. You always joked that we'd be with each other again when we get into med school. I don't know about me, but I always knew you could do it. I never got to congratulate you. I'm so freaking proud of you Peter. You would have been one of the finest, I'm sure. Take it easy my friend. Say Hi to James for me.

Quote of the day:
"Life is a funny thing; our mark on this world is often times not made evident until our deaths, yet it depends entirely on what we did while alive."
- Karl Jun

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